overwhelmed

m feeling a bit overwhelmed. still. everything is in order but me. tak rasa macam nak raya pun. check my baju raya & m like... m wearing this? all i can think about is my baju for 20th.. sempat siap ke idak. arghh! and bestie not gonna be around to go crazy. arghh! tall munchkin.. get ur ass here!! m a bit relieved that most of my closest are gonna be around. but being the greedy me.. i want all of my fav peeps w/ me. and paling touching.. kecik a.k.a duda a.k.a soulmate 1/2 masak.. says he'll be here in s'wan w/ me. complete in baju melayu. aku takot orang ingat die je tunang aku! hahaha!