finally come around ..

toss.. turn.. yawn... toss.. turn.. check handphone.. toss.. kick.. yawn.. check handphone..

i cant do this. i can. i cant. arghhhh!!!

then.. like a light bulb that hasn't been there for a while.. plinggg! i got it. hehe. i know ive been talking to fififlafla about how demure this wedding gonna be.. but as i go through and compile all the things that i like.. i saw something similar in all of em. apart from being white & tiffany blue..they are either :

polka dot..
huge bows..
crystals..
feathers..
big swosshy materials draping everywhere..
flowers like hydrangeas&baby breathe..
candies..
cupcakes..
beadings..
cap sleeves..

and i keep seeing the same word popping over and over again..

its whimsical.

no.. i dun feel like a princess most of the time.. m usually the gnome. hehheehhe! and dun expect kereta kuda please..

i think i can sleep better now. ive found the light..!

ehheheheheheh!