flashbacks

sorry yummy mummy.. i got this title 10 minutes before i read urs.. hahaha!

anyway..

numero uno.. why is it yummy mummy & i always have similar entry.. similar titles.. i dunno.. it happens. we have the same poison running in our bellies (yes the one u told us to lose but we're bloody attached to it, so?)

second..

got a news right after the meeting. had my flashback too. its been 5 years. storyline is different.. but the result is the same. a similar weep feeling is flooding me again. i feel horrible. it reminded me of so many things. so many things i know is felt by a dear friend, now. with family and friends, m glad, in a way that she will be backed by a whole army of people who loves her. being a closet depressor changes a lot on a person. m glad she wont have to go through that.

thirdly..

i wanna tell her.. no one will know how u feel. no matter what they tell you. the grieve is yours, and yours alone. it is when u r done w/ grieving that u will be willing to move on. do not seek comfort in telling urself that u need to snap out of it. cos u wont.

InsyaAllah...