a little off..

this whole week.. i woke up feeling angry. i guess my haterating mood is off the peak. i can feel the tiny vessels in my head exploding little by little.

1. sexyback ditched us in the middle of our audit & review preparation chaos, went to BDO, came back singing Cokelat (Jauh) and agnes monica (matahari). and has a photo of a kebaya clad cewek on his table. for a man who has 2 wives (but claimed he's monogamy), i find it disgusting. while us, barely awake from the 3 hours of sleep we had during the weekend (cos we worked our ass off) were asked, again and again, by him, on Monday.. "have you completed what i told you to do?" .. siap kena panggil meeting lagi. fuck.

2. the auditors are here. i never like audits. its one of those times where you feel like you're walking on some kind of time bomb. whatever you do is never enough. but.. sexyback gets to take them out, fine dine & all.. and we do the trash.

3. the assessment is here again. a year has passed, and i did not do well in the last financial year. oh well. my bad. i hate the chronism and self centred things that has been going on here. and it has affected me a lot. but no matter how much i hate my job.. m pretty much stuck. now with the mortgage in the picture.. goodbye good life.. helu hell hole. but sexyback was amazed by my tak melawan mode. the thing is.. i have too much to say.. but i've said enough before. plus, he is of one who doesnt take craps from girls. he has 2 wives, remember? so, why bother?

4. the were no progress on the reno. fuck. i was there last wednesday, wires everywhere. i was there again last sunday before i hit the office.. no one was working and it was still full of wires. i went there again on wednesday.. and i was still like that. fuck. totally pisses me of. a little push & shove.. i went there again today.. and they've moved up the tub. phew.

so there goes my week. and yes.. i had to miss 2 weddings this weekend. sux right? 1 a school friend.. 1 my dear Uni fren. whom probably will never forgive me for missing her wedding, on a saturday night.. cos i had to work.

yes. life sux now.

and yes, i've upgraded myself from a bridezilla .. to a nazi..

m gonna hit the fields now..