*weepy*

i cannot remember the last time i weep so much that the sides of nose hurts *ouch*

mama told me mak woke up at 6am today asking "Intan (an indonesian soap on Astro Prima) dah start?" turn out last night my aunt kiddingly tried to wake her up by saying Intan is starting *LOL* hearing that early in the morning lifted my spirit. she's ok.. she's really ok.

somehow.. she could not proceed the 2pm operation as she was really weak. they need to keep her in the ICU for about 4 to 5 days for recuperation purposes *sigh*

until then.. m a nervous wreck.

i need my caveman .. here..